Letters to my future self

21st jan - perplexed

its like for every step i'm moving forward, i'm also moving 2 steps back.

-out-

letters to my future self

8th jan - a new year

got my 1st pay check yesterday. the sum is somewhat miserable, but at least for once, i'm feeling that this money is 'well-earned' so as to speak. on the bright side, i'm getting used to work, tasks which previously would complain about are slowly becoming easier to do, mostly becos i'm getting the rhythm of things. now that i've settled down in the environment, observation kicks in and i'm slowly noticing/learning new things much faster then during the 'whining' phase. not only am i learning, i'm finding that i'm in the position where i can pass down information to newer co-workers. a turn for the better; welcomed change of pacing.

the troubling issue still hasnt seen much improvement. i'm walking into alot of invisible walls. for a person who likes to break problems down into smaller segments for analysis, i have to admit for once that there are way too many variables in this equation and it throws me off. a change of approach perhaps? if so, what to? *sigh sigh*

byousoku dvd finally here! well, actually i received it over a week ago, but didnt have time to look at it until recently. its jus the way i wanted it to be. props for having a interview (with the director) segment in the dvd under the bonus sections. (odd part being that the interview can only be viewed in trad chinese subs)

simple wishes for the coming year:
to find success in everything i choose to do (and making correct decisions)!

-out-

Letters to my future self

3rd jan - tactical miscalculation

this week marks a week of many 1sts.

for the 1st time ever, i'm interested in something i'm never really into for the past 23 yrs
never been this vexed before either.
for the 1st time ever i'm taking initiative for something i've never done before and know absolutely nothing about.
its also extremely difficult to consult others for advice, since most of the ppl who know me well enough, burst out into laughter when i brought the scenerio up.

alas, today's plan was a failure thou. jus when i thought i had mustered enough courage to pull it off, a slight miscalculation based on a wrong assumption left the issue pretty much as it was previously.

better luck next time, some will say.
unfortunately for me, with the poly term started and me flying soon, time is not a luxury i have at the moment.

-out-