Letters to my future self

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29th Mar - Me, my music and the long road ahead...

2 hrs, 26 mins, 32secs. The time it takes to walk from Dhoby Ghaut back home. It's a long walk. But it gave me the time to slowly run through the things that have happened so far.

I'll be honest, life isn't exactly the greatest right now, things are falling apart. Mum's ill, Dad's struggling to deal with the bills. Despite my promotion, work isnt really exciting, the quality of my work is dropping and then there's the whole thing about letting my instincts guide me.

Look where that got me. I'm dishonored, upset my beloved and no doubt will disappoint many more.

What have I done? Who am I? What am I going to do?
I so wish I could cry right now, it might not solve my problems, but at least I might feel a little better.

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