Letters to my future self

20061025

Letters to my future self

25th oct - past and present

**in school. waiting. project team member. 8pm. hungry. RAWR.**

was 1am the other night when i finished my last entry. out of curiousity, jus clicked back to read some of the stuff i wrote back in 2004, i think? basically the posts right after i was forced to armageddon my blog and start from scratches. it was quite funny to see that i've often made spelling mistakes, cos 1) i've nv borthered to reread most of my posts aft i hit the 'publish' button 2) i used to have constructed my post on notepad 1st b4 transfering over to blogger and publish and notepad didnt have spell check (dont ask why notepad, i dont have an answer for that)

for some reason, i couldnt stop reading. its like reliving my past again. the happy moments, the sad moments. ord. birthday celebrations. emotional moments. how-i-still-think-noel-is-a-piece-of -shit. everything. before i knew it, it was already past 3am, and i would have continued reading, except i was too tired and i have an early class on the next day. its been what? almost 3 yrs since i started this blog thing? strangely enough, the ns period was the period where i had the most drive and most stuff to write about. life for now jus falls into a very big repetitive cycle with nearly nothing worth writing about. no one really cares if i bought a tray of 6 eggs and go home to find that 3 of them are cracked and i have to dump them away (go me!)

lost the drive? or is it that i no longer find things around me interesting?
food for thought...

**8.30pm. still in school. still hungry. still waiting. RAWRRRR.**
-out-

**jus went back to chk my deleted archives and realised that i started writing on the 5th of Aug in 2003, thats.. over 3 yrs already. wow. happy belated birthday, blog!!** =p

20061023

Letters to my future self

24th oct - update

flight back home's been confirmed, i'll be flying on the 24th next month, arriving home on the morning, 25th nov, transiting from KL.

i have unfortunately screwed myself up on rent. apparently i signed a 1 yr contract, which means i have to continue paying for the room despite not being around. really irks me, as i didnt know it would turn out this way, feel somewhat cheated. will see if there anything that can be done to lessen the cost during that 3 month duration when i'm away.

final assignments are due this week (2 of them) and this is the last week of classes. 1st paper begins on the 4th of next month, and ends on the 16th. the plan now is to end my exams and bunk up at my cousin's place up in brisbane until i fly. but due to the recent troubles with the rent contract, i'll still trying to get that worked out *sigh*

lost my pencil last week. the 2nd piece of stationary thats gone missing since i got here. 1st was a pen, now a pencil. what seemed strange was my reaction to their disappearances. i get annoyed when i lost the pen cos then i had to get a replacement. for the pencil, i got annoyed over actually losing it. it would seem that losing the pencil is somewhat more personal to me then losing the pen. pens are... jus writting tools.. the pencil on the other hand is more... personal. also i've had that pencil for over 5 yrs, so yea... grr. whoever took it, i hope u trip over an ant on ur way home or something.

gaming wise, nothing much, i finally got into a new guild and having to work my way up the ranks from the bottom again. still disappointed by some of the things in the guild, but this will have to do for now until the expansion. plan is to lie low, get some loot and pray for the best when the expansion comes out.

i cant wait to get back home. i miss the food back at home. 8 months of fast food, biscuits, and frozen food does strange things to a person.
-out-

**oh btw, for those who havent, chk this one out http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=360. pure genius and a great laugh.