Letters to my future self

25th oct - past and present

**in school. waiting. project team member. 8pm. hungry. RAWR.**

was 1am the other night when i finished my last entry. out of curiousity, jus clicked back to read some of the stuff i wrote back in 2004, i think? basically the posts right after i was forced to armageddon my blog and start from scratches. it was quite funny to see that i've often made spelling mistakes, cos 1) i've nv borthered to reread most of my posts aft i hit the 'publish' button 2) i used to have constructed my post on notepad 1st b4 transfering over to blogger and publish and notepad didnt have spell check (dont ask why notepad, i dont have an answer for that)

for some reason, i couldnt stop reading. its like reliving my past again. the happy moments, the sad moments. ord. birthday celebrations. emotional moments. how-i-still-think-noel-is-a-piece-of -shit. everything. before i knew it, it was already past 3am, and i would have continued reading, except i was too tired and i have an early class on the next day. its been what? almost 3 yrs since i started this blog thing? strangely enough, the ns period was the period where i had the most drive and most stuff to write about. life for now jus falls into a very big repetitive cycle with nearly nothing worth writing about. no one really cares if i bought a tray of 6 eggs and go home to find that 3 of them are cracked and i have to dump them away (go me!)

lost the drive? or is it that i no longer find things around me interesting?
food for thought...

**8.30pm. still in school. still hungry. still waiting. RAWRRRR.**
-out-

**jus went back to chk my deleted archives and realised that i started writing on the 5th of Aug in 2003, thats.. over 3 yrs already. wow. happy belated birthday, blog!!** =p