Letters to my future self

3rd jan - tactical miscalculation

this week marks a week of many 1sts.

for the 1st time ever, i'm interested in something i'm never really into for the past 23 yrs
never been this vexed before either.
for the 1st time ever i'm taking initiative for something i've never done before and know absolutely nothing about.
its also extremely difficult to consult others for advice, since most of the ppl who know me well enough, burst out into laughter when i brought the scenerio up.

alas, today's plan was a failure thou. jus when i thought i had mustered enough courage to pull it off, a slight miscalculation based on a wrong assumption left the issue pretty much as it was previously.

better luck next time, some will say.
unfortunately for me, with the poly term started and me flying soon, time is not a luxury i have at the moment.

-out-