Letters to my future self

jan 12th - yo yo yeo, happy new year yeo

tried to plan for some upcoming events in an attempt to salvage the bad situation. then suddenly, we ended up meeting for movies. watched 'ray', which isnt too bad except towards the later half of the story, it pace became slower and well, i think i drank too much water for my own gd. started to squirm abt in my seat.

the feeling of hanging out with them felt no different from normal thou, i mean aft wads been happening this past week. either we have gd actors, or we're seeing improvement.

btw, mel i've said this b4 in the cinema, that was some very cowardly behavior. locking urself in doesnt solve problems. lucky u didnt really write it down, i would have been very disappointed.

anyways, apparently my planning isnt so superior aft all, the plan required influence the choices of some of my friends and it isnt an easy task. all attempts to do so yesterday failed.

fast forward to today. nearly got close to 50% of the whole thing done, except when it came to the other 50% it failed miserably.

precious moment figures are girly and breakable huh?

ever wondered how those simple porcelain/clay figures are really similar to relationships?

breakable - fragile, handle with care
as dust collects, colors appear faded - fades over time due to neglect, requires constant attention

wadever. plan failed miserably, thats all i need to know. its not so easy to led other ppl to share the same train of thought aft all.

went out with my family today for movies (2nd movie within 10 hrs) caught 'shall we dance', cos my mum's sort of a richard gere fan. not a bad movie, its one of those happy ending movies, not so interesting, but cant go wrong.

then its to my aunt's place for dinner and more family bonding
oh well... think i'm jus going to leave this post hanging in the middle of no where

the cranberries - dreams
-out-